A will of faith.

Christina @aecrys
3 min readJan 26, 2023

God tests our faith. I am faithful, I will give every thought to You. And so these thoughts come and some of them are seeking my fall. There is a moment when we feel the old ways come up to seek their place in the mind they once inhabited that is beginning to fill with God and Faith. Oh, how they want in and they bang and bang on the door screaming their exclamations why they belong there. They seek to flood my vision, overwhelm my hearing and darken my spirit. They’d like to employ any thought that reaches for assurance outside of Holy Spirit within. They’ll take my thoughts and darken them. Perhaps it is not God that tests our faith but our faith is tested when we choose God.

There is a world that is subtle, it has nothing to do with highways and office buildings. There is a world right here in our mind. This is where it begins. This world is malleable… it can change from one minute to the next and it is receptive to many things. This is perception. We cannot help but perceive and this is a receptive act. This is why we must care about what we are faithful to. What world is being built and sustained within this world? One can sit at their chair and experience a changing world and choose one or the other. Before we leave our chair, let us be with God and give all thoughts to him. The Holy Spirit will inspire us rightly. The Holy Spirit is within you and not separate, it is your little flame.

It is reflexive to return to an old master when it has reigned for so long and has hold of most of the outside projection. These attacks are like waking up and suddenly implanted are thoughts of unworthiness and needing to serve the money master in order not to be killed by society and everyone you love. Kind of weird how that thought works. There is an assurance by the other master that you will live if you serve its way and if you don’t you will die the most painful humiliating death and your own loved ones will do the deed. God asks that you give him these thoughts. Put this ugly master before God. Following the master of money and whatever is reigning over the machine world is not necessary for your soul. The things it promises and threatens are not real but of an illusionary reality. Our true inheritance is already ours and we get to use it as we desire because that is God’s will. Bringing our attention, which is the active portion of [I am] away from the false master will attune us back to reality.

I will make every attempt of the false master and plague of thoughts into a way to serve the Most High, Loving, [I am]. Every attempt on my sovereignty of mind, Faith, and Reality will be overturned to my God and made to double my Faith, Strength, Inspiration and Clarity.

Selah

In this post were mentioned the receptive and active portions of [I am].

The receptive is our perception.

The active is our attention.

This is occurring at all times, forming an absorption/re-emission phenomena. This is describing an image of our invisible nature and creation of worlds.

~ @aecrys

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